Finally I had the good sense to walk out the door and turn
the few hundred yards to Golden Gate Park. 51 degrees in January and a blue sky
that was at once welcome and not. We had a teasing mist and light rain
yesterday, hopes raised for the precipitation we so dearly need. But now the
sun was spreading its benificent light and the park was alive with motion. The
Caroussel was spinning, the swings were swinging, the frisbess were floating,
the seagulls soaring. Over by the hill, the Sunday drummers and gyrating
dancers, across the way the tennis balls lobbed and whammed over the net. Out
on Kennedy Drive, the bicycle wheels rolling, the rollerbladers whirling and
twirling, the joggers bobbing, the walkers…well, walking. Everywhere a carnival of motion, a San Francisco
Sabbath, all out in the air away from the screens and chores and duties.
Me, too, a lighter weight to my stride after a busy week and
off to my spot in the Arboretum where St. Francis bends over offering a
perpetual blessing to the rhodendron bush now bare. The smells of rosemary and wild
onion and sage and the bench where a bell from Veracruz, Mexico used to hang
that is mysteriously gone. Writing in my blue journal
trying to capture a bit of the week’s magic, to be read some rainy day
(please!) sometime hence, perhaps when I'm in need of remembering how things were when each day demanded the full range of my meager abilities.
The year has fully turned and this morning I saw the first
plum blossom on our garden’s tree, a single bloom sent as a scout to announce
the February color to come, San Francisco’s early spring. A few more weeks of
school await, culminating with the dreaded report cards, that teacher’s hurdle
than we know we must leap over and keeps banging our shins. But also a pleasure
to sit and imagine and remember each child and try to celebrate their shining
moments and name their challenges that ask for their effort. Come February, it's my mid-year time off, with inviting Orff travels awaiting in Taiwan, Hong Kong, the Philippines, Chile, Brazil, my blog's title earned anew.
Earlier this afternoon, caught the end of the 49’ers
football game and shared in the excitement of approaching the Super Bowl
without really deserving it. I’m a shameless fair-weather fan, not willing to
pay my dues and watch a whole season’s worth and endure those Budweiser
commercials. More and more I loathe the culture that breeds winners and losers
and yet, I’m as excited as the next guy when the San Francisco teams are in the
championships. A place for everything, everything in its place. In the day by
day, we would do well to lean heavily to shared victories of people old and
young claiming their proper humanity and keep the scoreboards off to the side.
But life is life and volleyball is volleyball and I prefer to play with a net
and keep score.
Nobody in the park today cared if you were walking, jogging,
roller skating, biking, throwing a football or riding a Caroussel horse. Nobody
valued one over the other, nobody was keeping score, nobody was judged on their
ability to wholly savor Spring’s promise on the way. And wasn’t it fine?!
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