Have you seen
the moon tonight? In San Francisco, it was ringed by a rainbow-like circle and
looked like a big eye in the sky looking down on us suffering mortals with
kindness and assurance. I’m still confused why my soul feels so peaceful knowing
the storms that lie ahead, but without raising hopes so high that a fall will
break my spirit, I feel a premonition that something may still happen to steer
us away from the cliff’s edge. Goodness knows there are reasons enough—
recounts in Swing states, stirrings of doubt from the Electoral College and the latest
evidence that Russia may have indeed tampered with the election and we were
duped by our one-time arch rival to pave the way for an alliance of despots.
But logic and
morality and truth and what’s right and our capacity to do what’s right have lost
their coin in our nation’s character. No earthly reason to depend upon them to
keep a candle-flame of hope lit in our hearts.There’s something deeper and
older and truer and more mysterious at
work here and part of me trusts it, knowing there’s no good reason whatsoever
to do so. Tonight’s moon helped, some little sign of affirmation.
Why even bother
to share this? Is it putting in a bid to be recognized as a minor Prophet should the miraculous happen? Is it speaking out loud that which has more power when moving from thought to speech? Is it one soul saying to another, “Maybe if
we all keep faith in some tiny corner of our spirit, the combined force
of our vibrating atoms will shift the winds of the universe.” I don’t know. I
really don’t.
But while that
moon is shining down like the eye of heaven (was that cloud passing a wink?), I
might as well report it.
It's existential. Maybe it's giving up on the powers that be and looking to the one inside? Or the universal one?
ReplyDeleteThat said, I think that Jesus has got some explaining to do...