If I am doing my work well and sensible enough to
pay attention, each day brings its little gift of the miraculous. Not water
changing to wine or Virgin Marys appearing in the treetops, but the daily
reminder that in the midst of the horror the news shouts in our face, human
beings are capable of extraordinary beauty, grace and spirit. And so are trees,
garden vegetables, soaring gulls or burrowing gophers.
But my daily dose comes from children in school, a
place that usually beats down spirit, locks out soul and plants it heavy weight
on delicate innocent shoulders to keep kids discouraged and obedient. But not
my school. When you give children what they need, when you allow them to be who
they are at each stage of dignity and delight, your reward is sure. Affirmation
after affirmation that we are more remarkable than we think, that happiness is
our birthright, that heaven and earth are hallelujahed in a simple gesture, a
face lit with amazement, a small voice singing out salvation.
Yesterday’s allowance for me included:
• An 8th grader who often takes
long bathroom breaks to hide his vulnerability belting out a spontaneous
improvised blues with a soul that Ray Charles would envy. I mean every atom in
his body puttin’ it out there in full view of his classmates. Extraordinary.
• A 3rd grade often hesitant and unsure
of his musical intelligence fake tap dancing to Chattanooga Choo Choo in
sneakers with lights with such style and grace— in front of 100 elementary
children.
• A 4th grader bursting out with a dance
move that made the five observing Interns jaw-drop in delight and filled the
air with his classmates' bubbles of laughter.
There was more, but three was enough to encourage
me to come back the next morning and do it all over again. In fact, it has been
enticing me day after day like this until suddenly I found the days turning to
months and years and the years miraculously adding up to 40. And the greatest
miracle of all? I am more excited, more happy, more relaxed, more motivated to
teach these classes than I have ever been before. At the top of my game and the
game just keeps getting better. Why?
Not just because I love music, I love dance, I love
teaching, I love children, I love a community of inspired educators. I think it’s
because my childhood sense that the world was a miracle to be unveiled,
revealed, released, observed, participated in, has proved to be true. And each
day is an invitation to renew my subscription.
Let’s see what today will bring.
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