Growing up in New Jersey, February was not a happy month. That’s
when snow turned to slush and the romance of the next snowfall had definitely
worn thin. It was cold without Christmas spirit and the little candies we
passed out on Valentine just never were that exciting. Well, until 5th
grade or so when B My Valentine given to you by Pam Sliker awakened a little
thrill and the same by Shirley Dennis felt a little gross. And goodness knows
what the girls thought of the ones I passed out!
But February in San Francisco is the first stirring of Spring
and it begins with the ritual blooming of the plum trees. One in my backyard, a
whole street-full on Edgewood Terrace and scattered burst of pink throughout
Golden Gate Park. Taking out the compost yesterday, I saw my first bud.
How I needed it. Goodness knows the human world is letting me
down. Suddenly the ebbs and flows of politics that mostly stayed within a cycle
bearable and contained by checks and balances has spun off its track, like the scene in Hitchcock’s Strangers on a Train when the
merry-go-round goes berserk. But the secret voice within the tree holds
steadfast to its ancient pattern and there it is, that first pink blossom
announcing the beauty to come.
I am stunned at the extent of naïve “it’s going to be just fine”
hope that so may Americans have while the evil webs are purposefully being
spun. But nature is never naïve. It holds true to its promise of death and
resurrection and imperturbably flowers its way into the next season regardless
of who is signing laws. That’s a place I need to remember to go to.
The first plum blossom is out. It promises nothing more than the
fact of more plum blossoms. It is not a comment on my life or the carnival of
daily news. But still it makes me happy to see it. Welcome, February.
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