Can I complain a bit about my relationship here? The old “can’t live with her, can’t live without her?” The fact is that she constantly disappoints me, lets me down and at the same time, is constantly disappointed and let down by me. At times, her voice is so harsh and abrasive I can barely stand to hear her. She trips me up, verbally abuses me and at times, seems repulsed by my touch.
On the other side of the fence, there are times when her voice sings so sweetly every previous harsh note in our relationship is forgiven, all our difficulties redeemed. Sometimes we are so in sync, I can’t tell where I let off and she begins. We can make love for hours on end, reach astonishing climaxes and then just snuggle so peacefully, making small talk in loving whispers. She knows every corner of my heart and soul and yet, perpetually remains a mystery to me, so many nooks and crannies of her sweet self that I’ve yet to touch or even imagine.
We have a hot date this Saturday and as always, I can’t predict how it will go. I’ve done my homework, studied her, practiced how to talk together, but at the end of the matter, I just never know how things will turn out when we meet. And even more difficult because other people will be there to witness it.
Okay, I got that out of my system and fully confessed the story. You know who it’s about, yes?
Yep. Me and my piano. House concert this Saturday. Wish me luck.