I’m in Day 2 of my sabbatical/ retirement-preview and truth
be told, it’s pretty glorious. It’s not time off of work, it’s just transferring the work to different levels.
Ironically, my main project is writing a book or two about music and music
education and the precise thing needed to succeed is a musical thing—a rhythmic
groove that sustains energy and moves things forward. Time in music is not
measured by minutes and hours, but by tempo and groove and rhythmic variations.
I’ve often thought that when I’m teaching abroad, I theoretically have time on
long plane rides and in hotel rooms to write, but other than these blogs, never
do. Why? Because though the time in minutes and hours is there, the focus of
working on one project that builds upon itself is not. I’ve known this and
resisted it, but at least for me, it could not be more clear. The only way to
churn out a book is to seatbelt myself in at home and get in the groove. That’s
how I wrote my other eight books and that’s the only way I’ll write my next
eight.
So after my morning routines, I’m at my desk from somewhere
around 9 to 1, with little breaks to play a bit of piano or check an e-mail.
Lunch and then at least an hour of piano and then off on my bike with an errand
or not—just to get out and moving and exercising and re-connecting with my home
town.
And so in each of these three areas— writing rhythm, piano
chops, getting-in-shape exercises—I’m feeling the benefits of continuity and
flow and routine and practice. And thinking, “Hmm. I could get spoiled here.
All of it more calm and energizing and pleasurable in some ways than the
intense schedule at school, plus meetings and such. Maybe the Golden Years are
just around the corner.”
But of course, the Golden Years are right here and right now
and have been for a long time. Whether at school with kids and giving a
workshop to adults or writing about the work with kids and adults or practicing
music to bring to the kids and adults, it’s all just different facets of the same
golden nugget. And there isn’t a day that goes by without me feeling profoundly
grateful that everything fell into place for me the way it has.
Meanwhile, note that this excitement about the life-giving
rhythmic groove of my new schedule has come from just TWO DAYS! That’s how
powerful it can be.
Okay, off to write the next paragraph.
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