I have been teaching steadily some
six hours a day for 21 out of the last 27 days. And those 6 days without teaching have mostly included plane flights. I
have loved each day and felt at home and thoroughly enjoyed whoever I was
teaching— children, Chinese teachers, Thai teachers, Indian teachers, American
ex-pat teachers. It’s a blessing and
privilege to do this work. I’m not complaining here.
But all work and no play makes
Doug a dull boy. Last night, I awoke briefly at 2 am and was gifted with a
lovely sight out my hotel window— a full moon shining over Shanghai. Unlike the Chinese poets of old, I
didn’t go outside with my cup of wine and stay up all night walking around the pond basking in its cool
light and writing poetry on parchment. I walked to the hotel window and gazed out at
the moon and remembered a life beyond clapping and singing, the time and good
sense to look out at the world of moon, sea, stars, trees, the whole glory of
creation without “man’s smudge and man’s smell" (Gerard Hopkins).
My wife and daughter still have
the good sense to include backpacking in their schedule and I, always “too
busy” with work, have not joined them. But someday I shall return to sleeping with the earth for my
pillow, the moon and stars my nightlight, a fire too gaze into instead of a
screen, the discourse of night crickets and morning birds instead of
politician’s insane ramblings.
Meanwhile, happy to have had a
moment with the moon over Shanghai.
(Feb. 26)
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